Well, I have not written any specific letter to God. But i wish that i will try to write someday. But when there is no necessity of mine is there so i don't think that till that time i will be writing any letter to Him.
Coming to the point, rather coming to the Gift i got from Him is, My Precious Friends. Precious because whatever u wish from God is precious to you at that time and when you got it from Him than it become more precious. Howsoever, i never tried to know myself, as my friend use to update me about myself. So, helpful they are.
Well, i never tried to categorized my friends. Reasons.... you need reasons too. Impressive.. if you think that you need reasons than i never tried to know me else you got to know yourself. Before that i want to tell you that i dun believe in "True" "Lovely" "Cool" "By the way" "Close" even "Online" Friends.. I believe that if you add adjectives for friends, it does not change its Definition.Howsoever, people like to add these words to show other guy in which category he lies, which i never want to tell as it differentiate them apart.
BTW.. for people who don't know the reasons, for them i want to tell that whatsoever you feel for me, either good or bad, you will be a Friend for me ever as you also a God Gifted thing for me.
Still.. i don't feel shy in telling people that i am addicted in making Friends. It somehow, directly or indirectly, help me a lot. A few people know that i am very reserved kind of person except in my Friendly environment. In that environment, i feel very happy and share every good and bad part of my life with my friends. I don't feel shameful that i somehow rely on my friends. If i don't have them i feel too much alone that i cause me fuzzy.
But still, Its KALYUG.. that mean that what you getting is not fully guaranteed but is under warranty. So, i also got same thing. I got majorly good friends. But in all those friends i got some friends which i never expected to be so bad. Truly saying, it was my mistake, because i believed them too much making them feel that they can easily take advantage of me. But whatever happened, you cant change.
I believe that every friendship start with TRUST of yours on other person. On that only he start believing you and share things. So, whenever you lost this trust just make yourself clear that you loose everything in friendship.
In my life i gained many friends. Even now i had very big circle of mine in whole world. But seriously only few understand me. Howsoever, i never made anything hide from anyone. But to what ratio i add my friends, i loose them up exponentially. Grounds on which i loose them are either Baseless, Reckoned, Chattered and mainly Misunderstood. Those whom i lost on such grounds, i have pity on them. that they believed on such things.
So, to whom i did ever wrong i m still sorry for all that. And you always be welcomed to be my friend again. But on same trust. I know its hard, but you are my One of Precious Friend whom i never want to loose but bad time made this happen.
I also not even tried to mentioned names specifically. because these things only create misunderstanding. HEHE... so forth.. i will be writing a letter to Him for same reason that He send me Gifts but why He took them away from me!
